he always been bz...

i hate when he's going back..
he always been bz all the tyme..
while he in kl..
he's bz with hangout..frens..
hmmm..
while at U..
he's bz while all the progrm..
haish...

hate that..
im not asking 4 24hours attention..
i just..
hurm..
dunno how to explain it..
mybe i should learn it..
he's been bz all the time..
hurm...

after a long friendship..

21/05/2010..

hmm..
after a year being single..
i was falling in love again..

at first..
i worried if i hurt again..
but i shouldn't think dat way..
i need to think positive..
no all guys the same..

hmmm..
he is my beloved fren..
he is my beloved listener..
he is my beloved bestie..
n now..
he is my new lover..

after 2 years n half..
he being my beloved frend..
he always be with me..
n..
im sure he knows evrything bout me..
myself..family..frens..
hmm..
hope im not do a mistake to accept him..


u...
thanx 4 being my frend 4 the whole of years that i know u..
i really hope that u won't hurt me like sumone before..
thnx coz loving me..

hurm..
luckily im in love with my own bestfrend..

I LOVE U DEARIE..

sedeyh

Hmm..mnggu nie je da 3x kli aku ngis..
aku pnt la...
aku stress..
prktikal..
case study..
prob ngn *****Y..
ngn sakit aku..
haish..
i don think any1 realize that..

hmm..
mcm2 sgt..xlarat da aku nk lyn kan..
bru ingt nk blik bln dpn..
tp klu da cmnie..
bek xyah blik..
wat terase atie agi je.

hmm..
Ya Allah...
knpe la kuat sgt dugaan Kau turunkan kat aku?
aku lemah sgt2..
aku da xkuat nk hadapi sume nie..

aku pnt..
pnt sgt..
xlrt sgt2 da rsenye...

sentap!!!

argh!!!sentap gle...tyme aku blik kl..xde pon prgrm2 4 family..ble aku xde bru la nk bwat bagai..sentap gle..
hmm..ble aku lek kl..msg2 wat hal sndri..supe cam aku xblik pon..hmm..org blik sbb windu kt org2 kat umah..nk lepak sme2..nie x..de je hal msg2..da ptg bru nmpk muke..hmm..bek xyah blik cm tu..
aku taw la tyme aku cuti xsame ngn org laen..hmm..bad luck tok aku ar..hmm..tyme aku cuti..kazen2 aku sume xcuti..sume de clas..melainkan tyme rye..

pergh..sumpah sentap gle..bln nie je da bpe kli brkumpul rmai2..sedara2 sume..haish..nk bwat..senyap2 je ar..xyh nk bg yng dok jauh nie terasa..terasa gle dow..hmm..

aritu bising kte sume nk pos kt fb..nie dok men commnt ngn ank sendri dlm fb..sampai ank lain terasa atie..mmg TERBAEK!!!
sedeyh gle..!!!

salahkah aku???

salahkah aku berkawan rapat ngn lelaki..

salahkah aku dijadikan tmpt tok dorg ctekan prob dowg??

salahkah aku??

adakah sbb aku free n bkn kepunyaan sape2..

aku dikatakan aku perosak hubungan org??

salahkah aku??

perlu aku de pasangan sendiri bru aku xdikatakan perosak hubungan org..

ataw org ketiga..

salahkah aku??

salahkah aku untuk rapat ngan kaum adam??

slahkah aku??

dunno to shout!!

ssh rupenye jdik org yang ramai kwn rapat..
ble kwn rpt ngn laki..
de lak feeling2..
kwn ngn pompuan..
de lak dengki2..
abiz nk kwn ngn sape?
kwn ngn kucing lagi best..
hari2 die dgr je pe kte ckp..
die xckp pape pon..
hmm..

nk jdik pe erk pasni??
jadik org pendiam la..
mst org kte aku buang tebiat..
aku senyap??
cam xcye..
ahahha..
5minit je kot ley snyap..
pastu gle blik..
hmm..

eish!!!!
serabut ar..
sume benda xkene..
nk wat pe nie!!!
argh!!!
kusut masai da otak aku ni ha!!!!

kusut!!!! serabut!!!

pe nk jdik nie..
kusut ar otak nie..
jdik baik ssh..
jadik jahat po ssh...
sume nye serba xkne..
no 1 perfect..

aku lth la..
byk sgt prob jadi..
since blik paas rye cine till now..
lpas satu..
satu prob datang..
tough btol challenge die..
hmm..
smpai ble nk settle..
da lth teramat sgt..

01 january 2010

New day for a new year..
Hmm..
Exam DN 2202..
Alhamdullilah its was perfect..
Hmm..
Seb bek leh wat dgn excellent..
Hmm..
Arinie..
Skit aku dtg blik..
Plus mkin truk..
My face looks pale..
Until people around can see it..
Its to obvious..
Hmm..
Its very painfull..
But for me..
Its weird..
Coz slalunya..
Aku kne truk cm tu tyme mlm je..
But today..
Kne tyme lunch..
Hmm..
Seb bek bwk spare part ubat..
Klu x..
De jgk aku pngsan kat ctu..
Da la..
Kat 4 hari aku xmkn nsik..
Hmm..
Pdn mke aku pon..
Degil sgt..
Hmm..
Hmm..
Sakit nie..
Mkin lama…
Makin pelik lak..
Makin lama..
Makin jauh affect die..
Like today..
Its painfull at my ribs as usual..
But..
In the same tyme its hurt when im exhale n inhale..
Rse mcm chest kne tekan..
Hmm..
Pe nk jadik ngn aku nie..
Da 3 klinik aku g..
N each of it..
Gave me different pain killer to try it first..
But then..
The same result..
Pain killer didn’t solve it..
Nk wat chest x-ray..
Kne fkr 2-3 kali lak..
Mahal satu hal..
Xde mase pon satu hal..
Xtaw nk wat kat ne..
Pn masalah gak..
Haish..

me and sumone

I have someone who makes me laugh even though I feel bad
I have someone who makes me feel loved when I feel alone
I have someone who tells me I am beautiful when I don't feel like one at all
I have someone who gives me reassurance when everything's a doubt
I have someone who's willing to sacrifice everything for my wants and needs
I have someone who's an epitome of fun and laughter for my most horrible days
I have someone whose comfort takes my mind to scenes of beautiful mornings with him in my arms
I have someone whose overflowing care never cease to secure me
I have someone who simply loves me whole heartedly and honestly
And I'm glad to have you...